i am so active you wouldnt believe it

football, politics.russia, languages, travelling, day dreaming, reading, road, galatasaray

ambient, electronic, chill out, trip hop, dub, reggea, independent hip hop, ninja tunes, progressive house, progressive trance, psychodelic trance, abstract hiphop, dnb, Dubstep, Jungle

nochnoi dozor brat, night watch, day watch, fight club, being john malkovich, amelie, american history x, american beauty, old boy, eternal sunshine of spotless mind, gönül yarası, run lola run, benjamin hasko movies, tarantino 31çekse izlerim...spun?....how about go?dont be a menace to southcentral while u are drinking ur juice in the hood, how high...

( hırsızın günlüğü) - jean genet ( flamenko'nun izinde) (duende) - jason webster ( oda hizmetçisinin günlüğü) - octave mirbeau ( görünmez canavarlar)- chuck palahniuk ( adsız devler) - pascal bruckner ( annem) - georges bataille ( çarpışma) - j.g ballard ( melekler) - denis johnson ( fahişe) - nelly arcan ( kaçaklar ve mülteciler) - chuck palahniuk ( cennette bir gün daha) - eddie little ( sevdalı tutsak) - jean genet ( yalanın erdemi) - joachim zelter ( isa'nın oğlu) - denis johnson ( uyku) - annelies verbeke ( günce) - chuck palahniuk ( ara bölge) - william s. burroughs ( beyaz zenciler) - ingvar ambjörnsen ( balkon) - jean genet ( amerika mektupları)- joachim zelter ( ninni) - chuck palahniuk (işkence bahçesi) - octave mirbeau (betty blue) - philippe dijan (sıkıyönetim) - jean genet (paravanlar) - jean genet (yolda)- jack kerouc beat generation, zen kaçıkları, dr.jivago, 1984, lord of the flies, casino moscow, olasılıksız, kar, baden baden de yaz, karamazov kardeşler, babalar ve oğullar, master and margerita...alot of gogol, aydınlanma değil merhamet

tv?

"Government big enough to supply everything you need is big enough to take everything you have. The course of history shows that as a government grows, liberty decreases."

the reasonable man adapts himself to the world; the unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the
world to himself. therefore, all progress depends
on the unreasonable man.
- george bernard shaw

there is so much beauty in the world that sometimes i think i cannot take it anymore

# a conclusion is simply the place where you got tired of thinking.

the tragedy is not the brutality of evil, but the silence of good people.
(martin luther king jr.)

this is your life,and it's ending one minute at a time.

"i realized that you're not actually mammals. every mammal on this planet instinctively develops a natural equilibrium with the surrounding environment, but you humans do not. you move to an area, and you multiply, and multiply, until every natural resource is consumed. the only way you can survive is to spread to another area. there is another organism on this planet that follows the same pattern. a virus. human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet, you are a plague, and we are the cure"...

# "man, i see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. i see all this potential, and i see squandering. god damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. we're the middle children of history, man. no purpose or place. we have no great war. no great depression. our great war's a spiritual war... our great depression is our lives. we've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. but we won't. and we're slowly learning that fact. and we're very, very pissed "

the crisis deepens. everyday life is plundered as much as the physical environment. our predicament points us toward a solution. the voluntary abandonment of the industrial mode of existence is not self-renunciation but a healing return.'